Words of advice

You can be bitter and angry all your life. You can use a heartache, a bad person, a tradegy to excuse your actions; but when you dig deep and get right down to it, you are what you let yourself become. I've fallen flat on my face without anyone or anything softening my tumble before. Even still, I'd hate to think that another's actions dominate my reaction, and therefore hold a grudge on the world because I was wronged by one person. In short, don't ever use something else for the shortcomings you allow youself to possess.

"I" the lupe fan

i am the kinda music listner that has to hear the songs of a new album a few times before i like them....or sometimes i totally hate albums until i hear the songs played on radio stations or tv then im like "oh i do sorta like this song" the point is i NEVER like albums the first or second go around...until NOW. "LASERS" BY LUPE FIASCO is the shit....every song was an amazing colabo, something you can bop your head too, n work a second spin immedaietly after the first...LUPE I AM HIGHLY PLEASED...please keep at it cuz boy you are doing the damn thing...his whole album needs radio play and i cant wait for the videos....whom ever wasnt a lupe fan before needs to get up on it....because his shits too awesome!

P.S. ON TOP HIS INSTRUMENTALS BEING ON POINT HIS LYRICS ARE ALWAYS EPIC...HE RAPS ABOUT REAL SHIT WITH A MAINSTREAM SOUND....listen to all black everythings lyrics n youll get what i mean by that!

topshops 214 MAGAZINE A HIT!

i am a stickler for hard paper magazines and or catalgos...my favorite is usually urban outfitters regular catalogs...i literally collect them....so the other day on my lunch break i run in topshop to check out whats new....just for research sake as far as staying in the NOW...and as i checked my marc jacobs watch and realized i had lost track of time because i was so deep in the racks and shelves...as im running down the 5 step staircase existing the store...an associate hands me the magazine....me thinking oh cool topshop now has a makeup line and a printed catalog out now...there stepping it up...on my train ride home i pop out the magzine....flip through the pages checking out the pictures not really reading anything...and i remeber thinking whoa this is alot of pages for a season catalog as my train arrived at my stop....so today on my way to class i decide to pop out the mag again and take time to look through it carefully...as im flipping viewing pictures and reading...i realize whoa they talk about some good shit...i mean these writers are fucking emaculent at the shit they do....the topics are so now....touching base on there new stylings released for the season, sheading light on young models and bloggers alike, talking about this seasons print style, and talking to stylist...i mean from page to page i was all in...i literally couldnt put the magazine down...maybe im late...and this is not topshops first issue of 214 mag...but im sure glad ive discovered it now...i mean i got tons of underlines and jotted down notes in the margins of the catalog that my mother asked if it was my homework....i am highly pleased topshop...keep up the magnificent work!

kittie kat

Modern day classic!

yaya and zoey.....fucking iconic!

this is going to be my focused for the next few months....

bohemian sheek

when is halle not iconic?

Bundled babydoll

graceful with the lights out....

4am playing with moms webcam...

.....

so hes confessing his like for me right now.....says hes putting his self out there for me..... i think i may be too needy....because he says hes giving me everything...and i still feel like its not enough....i think im searching for a feeling morethan a person...

i like the dialoge in this song....

amerie-more than love

defintion of style icon....styling yourself first, then style the world...

inside with amerie

Amerie-heard em all
(click the words...it links to the song)

Things i purchased today

tough times

i liked a man who completely represented everything i did not like in a man....i like him because he gave me attention and took me places. he could be sweet but was mainly a jerk, had plenty of girls and he like to flirt. was sorta funny looking and drank way too much. his penis wasnt even impressive, and he talked way too tough....so i dont know how i even like him....not even a little not even at all....

boredom makes me favor the wrong men....i seriously need hobbies...

and so im in like with a man whom is 5'5 and im 5'11.....but hes not a jerk, wants to take me places, gives me all the attention and deal with my attutide....

so everyones telling me not to be shallow...

contemplating drowning myself....

why cant i find a man whom has everything....not a jerk, tall, handsome, and can deal with a complex woman such like myself...4 things....

today i put back a dress that i know i would have KILLED IN.....but a sista gotta eat this week...

In my mommas shoes

VIEWS ON INTERNET EXPOSURE!

so today in media class we talked about everything being exposed and such....so i decided to goggle my name and alias and found wayyy to much information. comments ive made on websites, web programs i used to be apart of, it even has my address, information about the college i used to attend, my mother name and so on. like nothing is private at all. if i had a stalker, or something, or if someone was tryna find me to hurt me just off of a name they got, they could find so much just by using goggles search engine....im quite upset with this frankly. i feel exposed and like nothing is private at all. even web program profiles ive deleted still sorta exist via name search. not that ive done anything over the top or too far out that i wouldnt want no one to see, its just like when i curse or flirt via iInternet anyone can see (even if your profile is private) via google search. now when i search images i dont find me, which frankly is quite a relief because if people could search my name and see images of me that would make me feel quite endangered, even the fact that they can get information about me makes me feel endangered. and whats with these websites that have these props that allow people to pay for information about you. like how is all of this being allowed, its freaking ridiculous...

sincerely, YM!

Outfit post!